Every weekend recently has been productive and I've learned alot about myself, let's be honest there's still along way to go but this weekend has been productive for a different reason.

It may not be as fun or uplifting but it's important to have a realistic wake up call when you live like i do.

Yeah I play around with beats online and put quick snips up on soundcloud but it's nothing to me, there just everyday lyrics and experiments. I know time isn't on my side and I can be over ambitious but when I set my targets I didn't back an eyelid and even tho it's tuff.. I still don't now. Do.i regret not going for family, kids and a homely life ( maybe) but it's to late I've got to deal with it and you know what... I'm cool with it, back to work in the morning,back to reality